silent bliss
12/30/03
I adore you from your silky-smooth, angelic hair
down to your cute little toes
however…
I don’t remember the feeling of touching your supple, delicate skin.
when our bodies were entwined together
underneath the stars
looking up at the bright night sky
and sharing the dreams we both believed in.
Can you believe that I have already forgotten how to kiss you?
when kissing you was the only way
I could close my eyes
and surrender my whole being
to someone who I entrust my whole heart with
I can’t even recall how to embrace you
when a hug wasn’t just a sign of affection
it was transforming my whole life
and offering my hands and every part of myself
to serve and take care of you
as long as you need it.
It is a very strange feeling indeed
because all I could only call to mind was how it felt inside and the way it meant
that single feeling
that makes me quiver in utter suspense
to see you with both my naked eyes,
to sit here beside me where you will always have a place,
and to feel your loving arms surround me
through good times or bad.
the sensation of knowing that tomorrow
I can still stroke your long, shiny hair
and talk about anything that comes to mind.
the freedom of simply seeing you talk,
the way you react when I tease and tickle you,
the way you look when we laugh at each other,
and noticing the transition of your facial expression
when you get mad while I try to undo it by
giving you a hug.
I still cling to those moments like a man possessed
and I do not have the slightest intentions of letting it go.
I still love you even if we have decided to part ways
even if I have kissed a million mouths
and if that means being involved to countless women.
at the end of the day it will still be you and nobody else
I will still crave for those little things that we do together
and surely
I will still long for that certain indescribable feeling
that brings me to so many definitions that
made me name only but a few.
If this is the way for me to get on with my life
then so be it
but do not forget that
being with you
froze my whole universe and brought life back to me
it squeezed the stars among the vast black sky
resulting to a collaboration of exquisite events
that led me to a silent bliss every time you are near me
that only you and nobody else
can make me feel.
I adore you from your silky-smooth, angelic hair
down to your cute little toes
however…
I don’t remember the feeling of touching your supple, delicate skin.
when our bodies were entwined together
underneath the stars
looking up at the bright night sky
and sharing the dreams we both believed in.
Can you believe that I have already forgotten how to kiss you?
when kissing you was the only way
I could close my eyes
and surrender my whole being
to someone who I entrust my whole heart with
I can’t even recall how to embrace you
when a hug wasn’t just a sign of affection
it was transforming my whole life
and offering my hands and every part of myself
to serve and take care of you
as long as you need it.
It is a very strange feeling indeed
because all I could only call to mind was how it felt inside and the way it meant
that single feeling
that makes me quiver in utter suspense
to see you with both my naked eyes,
to sit here beside me where you will always have a place,
and to feel your loving arms surround me
through good times or bad.
the sensation of knowing that tomorrow
I can still stroke your long, shiny hair
and talk about anything that comes to mind.
the freedom of simply seeing you talk,
the way you react when I tease and tickle you,
the way you look when we laugh at each other,
and noticing the transition of your facial expression
when you get mad while I try to undo it by
giving you a hug.
I still cling to those moments like a man possessed
and I do not have the slightest intentions of letting it go.
I still love you even if we have decided to part ways
even if I have kissed a million mouths
and if that means being involved to countless women.
at the end of the day it will still be you and nobody else
I will still crave for those little things that we do together
and surely
I will still long for that certain indescribable feeling
that brings me to so many definitions that
made me name only but a few.
If this is the way for me to get on with my life
then so be it
but do not forget that
being with you
froze my whole universe and brought life back to me
it squeezed the stars among the vast black sky
resulting to a collaboration of exquisite events
that led me to a silent bliss every time you are near me
that only you and nobody else
can make me feel.
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