Revelation

1/13/04

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Yesterday
I laid on top of the blades of grass
with both my bare hands encrusted at the back of my head.

I looked up counting the raindrops
falling from the sky.
I examined every raindrop as it dashed onto my face

I tried to slowly open my mouth
and let the zesty droplets of water trickle down towards my body

I felt every drop that made its way in
its smooth texture gracefully rushes downward gracefully.
It tasted like life grabbing me
through the inner walls of my throat
leaving a moist track on its path

I figured out that
I should not feel that bad after all
since the rains provide the source of all life
therefore everything will fall into its place sometime soon.

I could not forget how
the storms came barging in like it’s never going to end
bringing blustery winds and countless screaming thunders.

It caused the rain to pour endlessly throughout the horizon
it soaked my life by flooding endless questions inside my head.

After all that’s been said and done and
when all the reasons of undoing the last purest thing I felt
came into mind…

I still feel the same way

I know I still crazily act like an insane man
that is in love

deep inside me
I found no reason to pretend
because, I never stopped loving you.

for no particular reason I kept staring at the moon last night
under the sparkling stars,
and looking up
the clouds opened up
a revelation over the still, quiet night sky..

If no one has ever told you this
let me be the one to tell you first…

please do not change

because
my love for you is not so ordinary

it’s so deep that
your imperfections make you perfect.